It starts raining this morning, again, the weather is changing without giving a sign, i have no clues how to predict this world. I was thinking of going to the peak this morning, I wanted to get some quiet time, to think, to refresh myself. Until friend I made a joke of even it is raining, I do not need to worry as I could go in the shopping hall and have burger king. I started crying, I recall some memories back, and now I am alone. I cried as I feel a second of lonesome, a second of being lost, a second of suffocation. I hate living under a shadow, how long will it take to run away from the shadow?
Is it always true, everytime, after seperation, we all need to live under a shadow, until one day we don’t find it as a shadow, just a piece of black paper out of our lives?
I want this year run faster than i expect, I want to leave this place.
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